today is the worst day of my life since freshman year

i cant remember why im doing anything, or what the purpose of my life is. i dont understand anything or anyone and i feel like im not even attached to my own life anymore.

also, i wear nothing worth telling anyone about and my hair looks like a practical joke.

That sack dress lol

I cant make this look like im not a fat cow but i look skinny in real life swearsies.

my hair keeps pretending its a dead animal, so i have to curl the fronts or else i want to kill myself. nobody seems to have noticed and by nobody i mean scabbers who is my only friend.

every single outfit i wear that doesnt involve sweatpants ugly has this cardigan over the top... ther are fifty holes per square inch and i look homeless but its not like i have anything else going for me.

AGAIN?! REALLY?

is that a joke? Same exact spot. In other news I've been wearing the same oufit since wednesday.

living up to the title

someone tell me this is a joke..please

I obvi had to buy myself flowers because there are no blooms here, just assholes

the BOOTS lolz

scarfing and random

It obviously starts at the bottom cause im a rere.

im so cute. also my hair looks sexxy. that fucking sombrero in every picture. i wanna go home, i miss my fam, all the blooming flowers are reminding me of home. i haven't talked to you in 500 years. call me or something.
i finally finished that scarf i started at christmas. i really like it though. dress and make up circa gillian 9th grade. You know i don't like to limit myself but even i have to admit that i think i look best in classy rude girl outfits. black and white. skirts. heels. red lipstick. at least in winter when im pasty. 
Oh and then i asked stevie and ben and jules to get me a 'festive party hat or crown' to wear on my birthday and they got me this. A 2 foot in diameter straw sombrero.

it got all sunny for like a week and tricked me into thinking summer was around the corner. NOT. fucking weather.
How much do you dare me to wear this to class? *thandie newton dance pose*

this is from a while ago, sometime last week. 

THE DEAD OF NIGHT

its midnight thirty and chels is alseep as uze so i have to covertly take pictures by turning on the light for one second right when its about to take but i got this grey zippy hoody because i got obsessed with buying things when i was in seattle and it reminded me of those girls from london that were in the fourth teen vogue i ever got that i though were sooooo cool because of their wellies and zip hoodies and sexy friend boys. point is its just a grey hoodie but i wear it every second.

but then also i got this cutsy little head band and i wore it to the conference hahahahaha all the old men asked what the hell i was doing there, and i told them i had noooooo idea :)

but at least i was the sexiest girl there every second of the day, and i made a FRIEND omg we need to skype, but moral is i dressed cute bus casual and everyone else was pure frump besides the young asian guys who were sexy until they made me feel like a rere for knowing pure nothing about materials engineering

MISS YOU sooooo much, also whats a follower because some rando dude with a foot by his face in the pic is one and i feel like i should understand that.

Oh hey 8th grade

GOOD LUCK ON YOUR MID TERMMMMM!

miss you.

I took 9 million pictures of it.
I know you like my hair. hahahhhahhaahahahahaha slash i know you don't cause  i love it. the dingle dread lock - ish braid with all the short spikeys. im totally obsessed with it.
This was today. 8th grade comeee back to meeee.
Brought out the helllla thick black eyeliner. side braid. head band. love it.
I just missed 8th grade this week. what can i say?