today is the worst day of my life since freshman year

i cant remember why im doing anything, or what the purpose of my life is. i dont understand anything or anyone and i feel like im not even attached to my own life anymore.

also, i wear nothing worth telling anyone about and my hair looks like a practical joke.

That sack dress lol

I cant make this look like im not a fat cow but i look skinny in real life swearsies.

my hair keeps pretending its a dead animal, so i have to curl the fronts or else i want to kill myself. nobody seems to have noticed and by nobody i mean scabbers who is my only friend.

every single outfit i wear that doesnt involve sweatpants ugly has this cardigan over the top... ther are fifty holes per square inch and i look homeless but its not like i have anything else going for me.